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  1. #1
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    I guess I ought to feel bad about this...

    but I don't. Not yet.

    I got so disgusted with student behavior last week that I told one of my classes that I was leaving in january. It wasn't spoken as a lie. At the time I said it, I meant it. Haven't said much here, but things have been steadily going downhill for about a month now. Well...no, longer than that really, but it just started getting to me in the last few weeks.

    Actually, most of my trouble is NOT the students. Their behavior has been atrocious lately (hey, the holidays are coming) but they remain the best group I have had in about 5 years.

    So why my meltdown?

    If you're one of those who has been following my blog (the world according to billybob) then you know that I have just felt overwhelmed by all the demands being put on us.

    We're being "trained" and meetinged half to death, saddled with all kinds of causes (from collecting canned food to collecting box tops to collecting cans to...gracious Lord only knows what else), tasked with teaching "reading" in all our classes in hopes of pulling up our "test scores" (yuck!!!!!!!!).

    We have not met AYP in two years and we could get zapped if we don't get it this year. In essence, they want us to do in one year what no one else has been able to do in 7 or 8. Noble but a bit improbable, and word is this is being done so that admin can point the finger of blame at teachers, saying they did all they could to help us do our teach and we just didn't get it done.

    Our office support staff is becoming very condescending and verbally abusive and there continues to be a double standard for behavior, one for the caucasian kids and one for the minorities. One of our guidance counselors and one of our APs are particularly bad at aiding and abetting in this. Our black girls know it too and are constantly taking advantage, asking to go see the AP or the counselor, skipping class and getting away with it, being pulled out of class for special privledges or activities.

    It's enough to make a leopard lose its spots.

    But to my original theme, the students are quite upset at the notion of my departure. They've tried everything from baking me cookies to pleading with me personally to having their parents plead with me personally....

    Today, one of the APs, the one who is aiding and abetting, asked me about this. I just smiled and asked "what do you think?" She wore this startled look.

    I am no special prize, but middle school science teachers, particulalry "highly qualified" (per NCLB) ones are difficult to find in North Carolina.

    Do I really intend on departing. Not really. And I've told some of the students that.

    But I am not inclined to tell anyone else for now.

    I've signed nothing, done nothing "official."

    Except for one, all of my classes have been wonderful this week....
    [url="http://billybob-bill.blogspot.com/"]http://billybob-bill.blogspot.com/[/url]

    "Cowards die many times before their deaths. The valiant never taste of death but once."
    William Shakespeare.

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    Nothing's changed, really, in 20 years. I remember sitting around in grade level meetings and complaining about the very things you talk about here and in your blog (there weren't any blogs then - or even computers LOL). No there wasn't NCLB but VA started the state testing bandwagon and I believe we were the first. They started back in the late 80's and early 90's pushing new programs to meet standards and then we started giving what were essentially beta testing to the students on selected grade levels to see if they were meeting the state-mandated standards.

    That pressure, stress, and complaints have been around in some form or another for a very long time.

    The other issues? I had to laugh as that brought back so many memories, some good, some bad. I had a teacher friend and we'd make sure we had bus duty in the mornings on faculty meeting days. We hated those meetings with a passion. And trainings -- I graded papers during all of those. We all did openly. And teaching reading in content areas? That's been around for a very long time. OMG I can remember in the early 90's when we were told we had to teach reading in math class because we were getting a new program that taught math solely through word problems. Whew. Wasn't that fun for a year or so till they dumped the program because kids couldn't do math cause kids couldn't read the word problems cause the publisher didn't format the book text on the appropriate grade levels.

    Oh and then there was the year that the brilliant higher-ups decided to teach VA history in third grade to meet state standards -- nevermind that VA History had been taught in fourth grade since when I was in elementary school LOL. So we get the books (I'm teaching 3rd grade during this fiasco) and surprise! The 3rd graders can't read the books cause they were written for 4th grade reading level. DUH!! That lasted all of two years and then they switched around the curriculum again.

    And of course there's all the meetings and trainings on all this stuff over the year. If I had nickle for every minute I'd spent in meetings and training, I'd be millionare several times over LOL

    Good luck with all that -- it will pass as things change again -- everything does to make way for the next new bright idea that comes along.

    Leslie
    He who dares to teach must never cease to learn. ~Richard Henry Dann

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    This is one of the few years I've had teaching that I haven't wondered if I didn't make some grave error in career choice, but the kids aren't making the excellent grades I'm used to either -- good ones for the most part, but not excellent ones.

    *sigh*

    Bill, hang in there
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    This is one of the very few years in my teaching career that I cannot wait for the year to end. The main sources of frustration: helicopter parents.
    "What is popular is not always right; what is right is not always popular!"

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    alas....

    yes, these same problems have been around for some time, but that doesn't make them any easier to stomach today, than it did before....

    I keep hearing that the ole "pendulum" will swing again, that things will change once more....

    I will believe it when I see it. 8O

    Meantime, if I could retire this year, I believe....and this is the first time I have actually said this...I would. A lot of people I know feel this way too.
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    "Cowards die many times before their deaths. The valiant never taste of death but once."
    William Shakespeare.

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    How mine handled it....

    My wife is retireing this year and, she has stopped taking all the B.S. from some snotty 20 year old that announces they are going to show her how to teach. She has had a record of kids going to state guifted programs and winning state awards so she probably knows what she is doing.... IF they would let her.
    The last "little snot" that tried to correct her in a meeting got interupted and their ears pinned back. Oh, my wife is a pretty big gal and her look was, shall we say, "warning". She stormed out of the room and the admin entered and said, "There, now that that problem is gone ..... " The place broke up and my wife blushed - then grinned....

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    Re: alas....

    Quote Originally Posted by billybob
    if I could retire this year...I would. A lot of people I know feel this way too.
    Count me in that number Bill.
    "You can't fix by analysis what you bungled by design."
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    Here is what I said on my school website about this affair:

    [url="http://teacherweb.com/NC/Eastforsythmiddleschool/WilliamRToth/H1.stm"]http://teacherweb.com/NC/Eastforsythmid ... oth/H1.stm[/url]
    [url="http://billybob-bill.blogspot.com/"]http://billybob-bill.blogspot.com/[/url]

    "Cowards die many times before their deaths. The valiant never taste of death but once."
    William Shakespeare.

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